Kindled Minds...

"ज़िंदगी अपने दम पे जी जाती है..... औरों के दम पे तो सिर्फ जनाज़ा उठता है !"

Because I was idle since 2 days & was trying to falsely motivate myself to return myself on d right track & was trying to turn my time into doing something productive,but was failing.

And suddenly after lunch dad said," I am going for a work in government department, come with me and you will come out of this fake fatigue!"

I said," Let me finish this one chapatti & then will join you."

Dad with a drat," As soon as I wear my shoes & sit in car,I will leave.If you want to join then join or go to hell ".

(I knew that If I will not go now then at night dinner I will have to hear a good harangue from my beloved dad :D )

So I applied butter on my chapatti, rolled it down quickly & ran to sit in car before he started the car.

We reached near collector office,He parked the car and said that if I take car ahead then I will have to waste time in finding parking space & again to remove the car out of that zone.So we will walk from here on, to all departments as all are near by.(He is very frugal in matter of times)

We went to all the different-different departments for some document work.

As far as I knew dad never did all these things by himself.He either used to give such work to some consultant or CA.But I saw this time doing him all these by himself.Though I had many questions I didn't ask a single as I thought he was angry.But He knows me very well and broke the silence by asking me,"Do you have something to ask?"

I with an excitement,"Yes dad,actually I think all these things you can get done through a consultant then why are you doing It by yourself?"

He with a smile,"Darling,because till the day you don't take such small-small work in your own hand,these consultants scare you by the consequences you would face & try to burn our pockets by hefty fees.Till the day you depend on others to solve your own problems,Your problems will look like lion.The day you take initiative to solve your own problem at that time your problems will look like a lamb to you & you will start getting solutions miraculously or any either way you will get it."

With the speed that he was walking he was looking in his 20's & me in 50's. :P

The spark he had to complete all this document work for his new project makes me tweak my memory do I really know this man who is too fit for his age & whose legs I press every night to make him fall asleep. But for now I don't think he for a once also felt that leg pain.Somewhere I knew why he is so successful in his life was only his intellectual power,But now I think that it is his passion to create a new goal every-time as soon as an old goal is achieved & then to start a journey afresh with same enthusiasm to achieve the new goal.

To galvanize yourself into action- you need to set a goal.

By Krishna Vanzara.

LIfe...............A MysTeRy or A MaGic!!!

Yes I m not satisfied with my lyf........I hv many grudges....

many disappointments.....many regrets at this point of my lyf......one must be thinking y d hell do we care if u do hv then!!!

THIS IS NOT FOR THEM....I DEDICATE THIS TO THEM WHO ARE IN THE SAME SHIP IN WHICH I AM......IN MIDDLE OF THAT SEA WHERE I AM......

I am a graduate,actually an engineer.Right now I am of 22 age.
An age that itself defines a person with lots of enthusiasm,who have taken a flight of their career,who have started understanding their duties & responsibilities.

An age where there are so many expectations from u by 
parents....by society....by urself.......but some of u r stucked sumwhere.....lost sumwhere....u see no way to cum out.....itz not that u don't try...& don't utilize the opportunities that cum to u.....but it happens sumtym that they don't work for u.....but still u don't blame the situation & digest that loss...but still people without putting der legs in ur shoes, start blaming u that u r not serious about ur life.....u r careless......u should take a stand at this age!

It's a high time that you take a decision or u will ruin ur life......& indeed if u are girl then people will advice u to marry with a perfect guy & settle down.....& what is the definition of perfect guy to them?A guy with good looks,having a handsome package per annum,having his own bungalow & a car.

Actually 60% of girls marry at this age not because they are ready to get married.But because they don't have choice & for them this is the last OPTION.

And after a few years of marriage,they even get bored by married life and start comparing her life with her husband & get jealous by their own husband making themselves victim & life partner as offender.

A way back even I didn't knew where I was leading my life.I had doubts on my own ability,my Confidence was degrading day by day.why?
Because my few friends are working in MNCs,few have got married and settled down & few have reach abroad for further studies & where am I?
I am at my home doing nothing at all.Sometimes oblivious about our situation parents talk about our relatives son & daughter who got selected in a well-known company or who got government job.That makes us feel like a loser.

A day even came when my soul told me...I QUIT!
Then by,Just went to a temple,was sitting idly & analysing my life since my school life began(naturally only from that age which I remember!)I felt I never had achieved anything in my academic career nor anything great in extra curriculum.
I was a average student at school level & below average at college level. I even don't remember how many total backlog I had in my 4 years of graduation. :P

But while analysing all this I got to know that I was too strong to give-up.I didn't had great achievements but still I had little little victories in my journey of life.
In this race of life,everyone is running to win including me,but I am still back far away from others,my horse had slow down its speed,but didn't said I QUIT.
He is still running & now will run with more energy & enthusiasm as his tiredness has lessen.Maybe I won't be the first winner but even I won't  be last.

(edited from my personal diary).